Secret #65
I wish I would’ve never knew you. I hate you so much. It’s been 6 fucking years and I still think about you. Pathetic right? I doubt you ever think of us, but then again why would you. You’ve got everything everybody wants, success. I’ll never understand why you left. For the longest time I thought it was because of me, because I wasn’t worth it, or because I wasn’t good enough of a person. You’d think these memories would fade with time, but they get more vivd every year. I don’t know why I waist my time or my tears on you. I just want to know why though… I don’t need you, i’ve gotten through so many things without you. I’m just so scared and it;s so hard for me to trust anyone because of you. I don’t wanna go through the same thing again under a different circumstance. I hope one day you’ll see me again successful with an amazing family, and I can go up to you and say thank you for leaving, thank you for showing me that I have an amazing family who took care of me, thank you for letting me know what a fucking asshole you were and showing me that I could live without you. Thank you for everything you didn’t do because now i’m the daughter that you wish you would’ve kept in your life.
Ps. I hope you’re happy, wherever you are. Because I will fucking be happy again.
This is fun. Try it in fullscreen. Extra points if you tilt your head. You’re only human.
My face was literally this:
instant reblog omg
oh.muhgod. i’m in love. forever reblog.
woah
So there i was just scrolling through someones tumblr, and i came across this and i just stopped. It caught my attention for a long time. I noticed every piece breaking, in slow motion so clearly and the one thing that came to my mind was that moment when your heart breaks. When you can feel it drop and break into little pieces when you hear something that you wish wasn’t true, the truth that you have made yourself not believe, read something you wish hadn’t, or seen something you wish you hadn’t.
This is probably the most meaningful post I’ve ever seen.
so amazing
