I wish I would’ve never knew you. I hate you so much. It’s been 6 fucking years and I still think about you. Pathetic right? I doubt you ever think of us, but then again why would you. You’ve got everything everybody wants, success. I’ll never understand why you left. For the longest time I thought it was because of me, because I wasn’t worth it, or because I wasn’t good enough of a person. You’d think these memories would fade with time, but they get more vivd every year. I don’t know why I waist my time or my tears on you. I just want to know why though… I don’t need you, i’ve gotten through so many things without you. I’m just so scared and it;s so hard for me to trust anyone because of you. I don’t wanna go through the same thing again under a different circumstance. I hope one day you’ll see me again successful with an amazing family, and I can go up to you and say thank you for leaving, thank you for showing me that I have an amazing family who took care of me, thank you for letting me know what a fucking asshole you were and showing me that I could live without you. Thank you for everything you didn’t do because now i’m the daughter that you wish you would’ve kept in your life. 

Ps. I hope you’re happy, wherever you are. Because I will fucking be happy again.